Swing Time

well, yesterday was the day. The announcement of SNMPTN. yet like my own in 2013. i felt worried. sad, depressed, frustate, but as always as i can, my mouth my heart and my mind tried to think that God definitely know what's the best for his servants.

Because i know, even if i didn't, it's not the end of life, that is a beginning of my own choice what would i be. and if i Did, that is a very big Great Gift for me from God, and that's where the beginning started too. So everything is a Beginning.

what would i choose? be a fighter or a loser? or something like that. That's start from me, my self, my own choice.

so, i always see this when i felt, i can't do some exercise, or when i try to make a straight line without ruler..

Allah love me, Allah understanding me, Allah knows I can fight. Why i'm still drown on slacking? not drawn on my paper back? YOU CAN DO THAT, NOP. bismillah!