I was growing up between this two religion. Beautiful religion who worship the same name of god, Allah. My dad is a Mualaf and grow up in the big family mostly christian. And my mom has a mom who gave her all to her lord Allah Swt. But little me, live confusedly wondering who is Allah. who is he? Why i should worship Him? Seeing and waiting my aunt singing a song as her act to show love for her Allah in Sunday and Friday i'm with grandma carefully read the Quran and practicing all what quran said for being a good human being to Allah swt and others in this earth. And tiny me, asking the same question again over and over again, who is Allah? why this religion worship the same God but live differently? and why my father moved from his first Allah?
and looking back then, i'm proud to the journey of little me who bravely fighting to finding and accept what the truth. And i always thank to Allah he gives me an infinity chances and a hope also strength to this right path. Our journey must be different. But we always have the same step for find something. We ask, then we searching, and then searching, keep searching, untill we found out. The answer that came out from the bottom of our heart. Untill no other question could deny it. And that was the absolute truth. Indeed the hardest part is to accept. But you have to believe that the truth, will always be the truth forever. There was the absolute time that truth will be revealed. Until nobody could deny. He was the truth.
what you have to do is. Ask.
Assalamualaikum
Novraps
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