Lately I’ve been missing (again) my assignments and I’m gradually going insane. When the first thing that I do is, saying ‘later’ to my assignments. Until the ‘later’ makes my assignments growing like a huuuuuge monster. And wanna eat me.
This is my very serious problem for the entire of my life. I just couldn’t seriously decide things in my life. Which is, I (again and again and thousand again) make the same mistakes. Yas, deadliner, an incompetence result, or the similiar sounds that show it was made in the short time. And sometimes unthoughtful words.
Then I recap the situation that I was in the very unwanted mood to do my assignments. But I do push my self and keep holding my pen, suggesting my mind like “keep doing, keep doing” “Ok, if you don’t know how it works just change the plot” “whatever it was look like just finish it” “you just have to finish it” “you do it so awesome don’t worry too much”
Ya, that was me when I was soooo struggling with my own thoughts. I realize that i have a very Dangerous mind you know. Because when I think about one thing, I could make it too far away like I do some travel time. I can relate it to some thousand thing else. That makes me, want it all and couldn’t decide the end of the case. That is me. I mean my mind.
And right now I have the solution for that horrible things in my life. Very simple things.
Just decide by Doing. Do not let your mind travel too much if you don’t write it down 1 by one of it.
I clearly remember how I try to fill my plain paper with one sentence. But when it was wrote down, I can think the next words to it. Like, it was direct me to the next relevant words. And so, all we are really really need to do is, Start do it.
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